Broken Lines: A Dark Forbidden Romance by Jagger Cole
Author:Jagger Cole [Cole, Jagger]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2022-10-26T16:00:00+00:00
22
Melody
I open my eyes toâ¦whiteness.
And Iâm alone.
My brow furrows as I stir, shifting under what feels like a mountain of blankets heaped over me. Slowly, I open my eyes, but then half-close them as the bright whiteness blinds me.
I shift, sitting up as I open my eyes again. This time, I take in my surroundings, and I blink as I stare out the windows.
Snow. Thatâs the blinding white light that just woke me up. Outside, the storm from last night has turned to a blizzard of some kind, with flurries whirling and blowing hard against the house.
I shiver, realizing itâs somewhat cold in the house, even though the fireplace is still crackling with what looks like fresh logs. And of course, the million blankets heaped over me.
I tense when I realize Iâm naked beneath them. But then, slowly, heat floods into me as it all comes back to me.
Kissing him. Falling into a dark, sultry hole with him that I never wanted to come back out of. His mouth on me, his hands on meâ¦
I shiver. And then, his truths.
And mine.
For a second, embarrassment and shame that I actually let my dark past outâto him of all peopleâhas me groaning as I sink into the blankets. Thereâs only three people who actually know about what happened to me those years ago. Judy, I count, feeling the sting of betrayal and anger, but choosing to breath it out. My roommate June, because we got embarrassingly drunk one night and spilled dark secrets to each other. She just doesnât know the who.
And him, of course. The monster.
He canât hurt you.
Not anymore.
I exhale, hugging myself and choosing to not dwell there in that nightmare from my past. Yes, heâs still out there. Heâs not dead or horribly maimed, or in prison. No one, to my knowledge, has tortured him or cut his dick off.
Heâs still famous. I still turn to ice if I walk into a record store and see his fucking face on a greatest hits album, or when Ticketmaster decides to send me a robo-email gleefully reminding me that heâs playing in New York.
My lips purse. My teeth grit as I shake my head.
Let it go.
I slowly run through breathing exercises that usually help me distance myself from trauma. And as I do, my thoughts wander to last night, and heat simmers through me. My skin remembers Jacksonâs hands on me. My lips remember the taste of himâ¦
I blush fiercely. And of me.
At twenty years old, with zero dating or consensual sexual history to speak of? With my inability to even let a guy touch or kiss me?
I have a fucking doctorate in making myself come. I mean, no joke. Iâm very good at knowing what I like, and what does it for me.
Hey, a girl has needs, even if she wonât let someone else attend to those needs.
But, in all my years ofâ¦self-exploration, Iâve never once come close to the places where Jackson took me last night. Which was somewhere past outer space.
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